Compass

Posture, to maintain a good posture you must pray repeatedly. My prayer has been that God would change my heart. I pray this over and over again every time I can feel that my heart is hard towards something. I desire for my heart to be a compass that points towards God. I believe that many things need to change before that is true but God will do that work within me.

I have been looking for a new church, which is a painful process. I have been burned by many different churches at many different levels. I know that the people that have hurt me the most in life were Christians within the church so it is hard to hope for a church that I could belong in.

I went today to check out a church with a few of my friends. It was pretty cool. My mind was judgmental towards many different things but my heart felt as if it could be there. It seems that as a church they have a healthy posture and so, with God's help, they have the potential to work through their faults. I believe that I can have a place within that process. I am not sure that I will be going to that church. I think it will take some prayer and some time to figure that one out but I can say that for now I am willing to show up and see how it goes.