Am I willing to be the nice guy at the price of being single?
Yes, yes I am.
I had a conversation on this very matter with one of my friends in my class. I guess her brother is in the same boat that I am in. That is both an encouraging and discouraging idea at the same time. Holding out for the right girl is the way to go but it is hard.
I don't believe in selling out relationally. I am not just going to hook up with someone because I am lonely. It is hard though. I see people I know wasting away within relationships and I get jealous. Why is it that these emotionally irresponsible people can have a taste of love while I just remain in this singleness? I know it is not hopeless. My heart needs to be changed. It really does.
I dont know how all of this came up for me. I do think about it a lot though. I want to know love but I need to know it through God first, which is also hard.
Sleep would be quite glorious at the moment. Don't worry love, we will speak more of this.
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