In my world theology class my professor just dropped a philosophical bomb. He had us turn to 4 people and introduce ourselves. After we finished he then began to analyze the situation. He had a good word about overcoming our petty fears.
This past weekend I was reminded of the fears that consume me. I am afraid of this semester, my work schedule and the new direction of IVCF. I am not disappointed or opposed to any of these things but they do scare me. A new found push towards my own independence leaves me worried about these things. I feel like I will have to do them all own my own. I know I wont have to but I cant help but feel that way.
I am waiting till the dust settles so that I can truly know if I can handle all of these things. But until the dust returns to the ground, the blindness it brings will make me uneasy.
I know there is nothing to fear but my heart needs to know that.
May God have mercy on our souls and grant us the strength to live and live well.
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