Can I have 2 big burgers plain, add bbq sauce, onion straws and on a wheat bun please.

Just killin some time with a half-hearted post...

I want to collect some of the music that I listen to in the 90s' and in the beginning of the 00s'.

OMG I am listening to kermit singing creep by radio head! I love it!

Things have been pretty good lately. After work last night I went with kris and Vic to the Lion's Den after work. We threw back a few beers and a shot of the drink of my people, it was nice. Afterwards Kris and I went to Carl's and got some grub. Hahaha, it was sooooo funny cause the drive thru lady knew we were a little messed up. I drove past the window hahah and had to reverse back. She laughed so much at us. It was great. Kris and I ate in my car and just laughed it up. The freaking jerk poured ketchup all over my fries and I hate that stuff! So I didnt eat any of them really. But man, we just laughed and laughed and laughed.

The food helped a lot to sober me up and so then I went home. My dad was up..3:15ish in the morning...cause he couldnt sleep. But it was all good. I went to bed and then here I am now.

Good yet simple times.

new

So I think I am ready to begin processing on life and the recent changes that have occurred. This year has been a new one. Its been quite different. I am beginning to restructuring my life, trying to figure out what I am living for. For so long my purpose for existence has been wrapped around the idea of religion. I just don't believe in that stuff anymore and so I feel the need to discover what my new purpose is. How you go about doing that...I have no idea whatsoever. That is okay though, I am quite excited about the journey and who I am taking it with.

It is so funny to me how quickly the christian community forgets those who were immersed within it. Intentionality is dead and gone and I am ready to move on. Let's see how it goes...

btw...last night was ridiculous. It was so nice to hold your hand. It brought a smile to my face.

I wanna go back to the good life.

I met a girl. Shes quite beautiful.

My poet. My lioness.

She doesn't fix everything in my life. But I definitely laugh and smile more. She is really cool but I have no idea where this is gonna end up. So I guess, "we'll see."

:)

dont like that i like

I don't like that I am interested in someone. I think it just makes everything more complicated. Believe me, I do not need life to be more complicated.

Ugh I hate my emotions. They are so strong and just represent themselves physically too often.

sleep?

skies

I need to be on my way soon. Work has a way of sucking up my time.

Tainted. I love how "blessings" become festering wounds. Chicks before dicks right? I knew that once you didn't need me anymore, that you would slowly drift away. I can't help to be jealous on principle but I don't want what you have because it conveys a hint of falseness.

Oh if I could get lost in the skies, fade away and be one with the ever calming blue. Then maybe this misery would end.